Im The Shadow...

Im The Shadow - You tend to be by yourself, but you love to be around people. You feel the need to protect those around you. When Threatened you dont defent, just wait silently for their attack. You feel at home in the darkness. You are misunderstood, and at first glance some might think you are a bad person, or mean, but your heart is pure. People have a hard time looking in your eyes, your gaze is intnce and they feel as if your burning through their soul. Those who know you love you, but some and any are afraid when your angry..

people.. life... feelings..

i just dont understand why people must fight?? why people must hate??? why people must think that they are so so bgus????ok, for me, I pon ade tk suka org ni and tu, but i dont hate gile babi smpai benci tu bawa smpai mati. its like.. people criticize others but, dorang tk cermin dri sendri.. sbgai contoh, die yg ckp org poyo.. die ckp die tk suka org tu.. ckp dh la men lps je, tk pikir pon nk jge hati sekeliling.. but penah tk die pikir, die tu yg tgh berckp, mulut mcm p***** ckp psl org, tk kecoh ke? tk poyo ke? Bile org buat balik bru nk terasa?? everyone has a heart.. jgn pikir psl hati sendri.. Your not perfect.. dont act like your so clever and you are the boss... Which Son Of a bitch died and made you boss????

i just dont understand.. i talk too.. i penah say that i hate my best friend but at the end of the day, how much i tk suka die make me realize that he and she is my best friend and i should not be choosy bcause of a small thing. Yes i talk about people too, but i dont bring it until the end of the day.. at my end of the day i try to forgive n forget.. I really do try.. klau benda masalah besar ok, boleh terima, but klau benda tu perkara kecik?? nk kecoh2, ckp2, smpai ke esokan hari tu buat apa? kn??

so.... im not perfect.. People are not perfect.. so kite kne sme2 la tgk cermin and sedar dri sblum criticize others... Sblum talk about people, are we that perfect??? why should we talk about people if kite sendri tk perfect... And remember that everyone has a heart.. Dont think that org tk terase..

bcoz i know klau kite buat salah or benda yg sme, org tu plk akan terasa...

Such idiots....

Im Not perfect too.... All i can do is try to be the best... in life.. with friends.. and surroundings..

Insyaallah...

Coldplay.. Scientist..

Come up to meet you, Tell you I’m sorry, You don’t know how lovely you are

I had to find you, Tell you I need you, Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions, Aww let’s go back to the start

Runnin’ in circles, [sounds like] Comin’ our tails, Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Aww take me back to the start

I was just guessin’, At numbers and figures, Pullin’ the puzzles apart

Questions of science, Science and progress, Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me, Come back to haunt me, Oh when I rush to the start

Runnin’ in circles, [sounds like] Chasin’ our tails, Comin’ back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Aww It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m goin’ back to the start

Understanding loved ones..

There are rough times in life..
There are easy times in life..
Everyone needs their loved ones...
In time every person need someone to hold on to when they are down..
And every person needs someone to express their happiness when they are overwhelmed..

But We need some to understand us first before we can hold on to their shoulders..
And we need to understand someone first before we can let them hold on to us..

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If we understand people we love more it would help arguments, or other problems to be solved properly with no one getting hurt...

An I Love You Story...

A couple have been married for two years. He loves literature, and often posts his work on the net. He is also into photography. He Always took photos of them together before and after they got married. And he also handled their wedding photos. He loves her very much. He loves her more than anything else in the world. Likewise with her. they were cute together but She has a quick temper, and sometimes doesnt have enought time for him. Especially when meeting thier friends, he, is always pushed away around the corner where no one talks to him and sometimes forgets about him, especially his wife. Things Wasnt always this way. Lets just say their relationship was alot better before they got married. They had a better relationship when they were dating. For him..... He is a gentleman, and always gives in to her. That is how much he loves her.

One Day.....
Her: Can you help my friend take photos of her wedding next week?
Suddenly he thought something... Why should he help her and her friends?? Eventhough She is his wife, she and her friends doenst even give him enough attention..She Spends more time with her bestfriends than to her husband.

He said.......

Him: No. Not this time..
Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."
Him: "I don't have time that day."
Her: "Humph!"
Him: "Huh?"
Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels about love, and you will have all the time." "Humph! I don't care; you'll have to do it for him. He's my bestfriend.
Him: "Well im your husband and I say... No."
Her: "Just this once?"
Him: "No."
Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."

First day And Second day.
She conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets, and warned, "If You Seek any help, and you will deal with the consequences." He's nervous now. Night. On the bed. He begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state of anger. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.

Third day.
Night. On the Bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.

Him: "We need to talk."
Her: "Unless it's about my bestfriends wedding, forget it."
Him: "It's something very important." "Is your bestfriend more important than me??"

She remains silent.

Him: "Let's get a divorce."

She did not believe her ears.

Him: "I got to know a girl."

She got totally angry, and wanted to shout at him.
But she took a deep breath, wanting to let him finish.
But her eyes already felt wet.
He took a photo out from his chest.
Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless of her.

Him: "She's a nice girl."

Her tears fell.

Him: "She has a good personality too." "She use to be very sweet and I know still is"

She's heartbroken, because he puts a photo of some other girl "close to his heart".

Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in what i do and she said im the most important person to her."

She's very jealous, because she said the same thing in the past.

Him: "She loves me truly."

She wanted to sit up strianght and scream at him: "Don't I love you?"

Him: "I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."
Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
Her: ".....!"

He brings the photo before her eyes.
She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and didnt see the photo.
He sighs.
She cried.
He puts the photo back to his pocket.
She pulls her hand back under the blanket.
He turns off the light, and went sleep.
She turns on the light, and sits up, and started thinking.
He's asleep.
She regrets treating him badly. He is her husband and he should be her first and most important priority.
She cried again, and thought about a lot of things.
She wants to wake him up.
She wants to have an intimate talk with him but doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.
She took the photo out from his pocket. She wanted to cry, but she suddenly smiled when looking at the photo. It's a nicely taken photo of her. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.
He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep..
The End......

I Feel........ Empty... But My Heart Speaks..

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you...